My School of Thoughts (On Life and Essential Oils!)

Salam.. Today's christmas, and exactly a week after that, it will be the celebration of a new year. And of course another celebration of my bday. Last year I hv made a list of items I wanted for my bday. This year.. This year.. I can't think of anything else except going for a vacation wif my boy n girl. Anyhow, I will be planning it I guess cos naza doesn't really know how to (perhaps u can help him and this will b a very good surprise for me!). after what happened, I hv just realized that I have not been enjoying life to the fullest. I am a little bit stingy when it comes to vacation. Of cos, in terms of having good food. Thus, I wish this year I can enjoy more during the vacation and less worry on the "expensive" food the serve in the hotel. After all, it's my money and I shud spend it wisely. Oh!! Speaking of gifts, I wish to have a new purse, the one u can place ur hp too, but not too bulgy. I have been searching for one, and I hv yet to find it. Saw ...

Salam everyone. Been too busy with work and life and I ended up ignoring my blog at all. Tho I must admit I have lots of things to say. I spilled them out at my fb instead. After cikcha's 2 yrs old, naza n I decided that it's time for another baby. With the current economic, we thot we could manage it well. Lots of things being filled with and we even attended the company trip; as our second honeymoon trip. Tho that was not really a romantic trip; to ho chi minh city, the fact that we will be alone together (oh well, how can we forgot our little one! We called her so often fr HCM, my sister got annoyed!!). And it finally happened. I am confirmed 6 weeks pregnant!! Gosh! I am ever so thankful! I am a little bit nervous, I tested twice and the final say was fr our normal doc. THAT WAS THE GOOD NEWS. But I noticed that this time my pregnancy was quite bad. I had bad backache, pinggang sore, and quite a sickness. Ppl say diff pregnancy, diff style. I also got bad cough. U...

Salam everyone! Syawal has finally end. Ades. I still got lots of frens yg tidak sempat dikunjung. I think I hav to make that long dua gathering kt rumah. So that semua frens leh dtg. ;) Anyway, just to share an experience of coordinating another big event at the office: the raya open house. Boy! Sungguh seronok! And lebih seronok bila bos memberi peluang dan kepercayaan utk I ols serta sahabat menguruskan segalanya! Yey!! Mcm biasa, all preps dibuat as soon as balik dr raya hols. All went well: the invites (wpun masih ada yg dihantar last minit, walhal dr awal sudah dibilang utk bg nama guests), the decorations, the performance. The menu je sedikit miskin! Hahahah. SYMP. Set up semua ok. Happy gilos!! Akan tetapi... Di hari kejadian, I ols sakit perut! Cirbir laaa!! Huhuhu. Makanya, tidak turun (tp tetap pi makeup kt salun). Sedey!! Hampeh sungguh. Beria2 namun hampa. See, apapun akan terjadi meskipun kita cuba nak elak. Kan? Sori. Lately, I have spilled all my writing ideas in FB (bu...

Oh my god! Yes! This is one of the sentences she can utter now. Ok, oh my god! What happened to my blog? Where have my sense of humour and writing gone to? Shaits. It has been so longgg! I should write more (before I got myself pregnant again). Shuusshh. Anyway, 17th sept 2010 marks two years since the birth of my beloved aryssa. I can still remember the day when I can't bear the pain. And the day I can positively think the longest day of my life. On that day, I have been stamped: "ummi". I have a few dreams or rather activities which need to be done before I gv aryssa her adik. A birthday party for her. And a photo session with the 3 of us. My work and lack of time has taken it's place. I haven't plan anything yet on these. *sigh*. Among the sweetest moments since her last bday were the day when she qualified as the finalist of carrefour little ambassador. The time whan she always sing a diff song when she's back from school. Her vocabulary advances everyday!...

Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam sejahtera. Wahhh!! Formalnya. Padahal, sapa je pun dpt baca blog aku ni. Aku dh block buat seketika memandangkan aku dgr kabar, ada pemantauan rapi dr pihak sykt. Malas aku nk bg diorg tgk aktiviti dan keindahan karya aku. Heheheh. Bila dh reda, baru aku up semula. Anyway, semalam dan kelmarin kami dijemput oleh pihak pengurusan utk majlis berbuka puasa tahunan. Aku jadi tukang arrange aka "special task". Heheheh. Puas cari segala hotel yg halal dan ikot budget; lepas booking, release, pastu booking balik; akhirnya lokasi DIPILIH sdiri oleh bos. Kalau awal2 ckp kan senang.. Tak payah aku nk malu2 booking release kt tmpt lain. Antara kriterianya: ada performance (cis). So, off we go to: restoran rebung milik chef ismail. Frankly, mmg sedap. Sgt sedap. Tp, dek krn bos nk buat sesi 2 hari aje, maka bersempitlah kami seramai 200org kt sana. Dgn peluh; beratur pjg, aduyaiiii!! Tp yg bestnya org restoran yg aku liaise, alfred nama dia, sgt baik. Thx al...

Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam sejahtera. Wahhh!! Formalnya. Padahal, sapa je pun dpt baca blog aku ni. Aku dh block buat seketika memandangkan aku dgr kabar, ada pemantauan rapi dr pihak sykt. Malas aku nk bg diorg tgk aktiviti dan keindahan karya aku. Heheheh. Bila dh reda, baru aku up semula. Anyway, semalam dan kelmarin kami dijemput oleh pihak pengurusan utk majlis berbuka puasa tahunan. Aku jadi tukang arrange aka "special task". Heheheh. Puas cari segala hotel yg halal dan ikot budget; lepas booking, release, pastu booking balik; akhirnya lokasi DIPILIH sdiri oleh bos. Kalau awal2 ckp kan senang.. Tak payah aku nk malu2 booking release kt tmpt lain. Antara kriterianya: ada performance (cis). So, off we go to: restoran rebung milik chef ismail. Frankly, mmg sedap. Sgt sedap. Tp, dek krn bos nk buat sesi 2 hari aje, maka bersempitlah kami seramai 200org kt sana. Dgn peluh; beratur pjg, aduyaiiii!! Tp yg bestnya org restoran yg aku liaise, alfred nama dia, sgt baik. Thx al...

salam... terpanggil i ols untuk menulis beberapa berita yang dibaca di akhbar pagi ini. kisah jenayah, penderaan seperti sudah mula imun dalam kehidupan kita masa kini. Adakah dek kerana jahilnya kita? sibuknya kita? atau sememangnya kita sudah langsung tidak ambil peduli dengan apa yang berlaku di sekitar kerana bimbang dilabel: kepochi? DICULIK DPN SEKOLAH Kejadian di Besut, Tganu betul-betul membuatkan i ols terpana. Seorang murid perempuan berusia 15thn diculik lelaki berusia 15 dan 23thn. I ols pcaya ini mesti kes "CINTAKU DITOLAK", sbb penculik seusia dengannya. Paling i ols jelak, yang berumur 23 thn dikatakan SEDANG GERSANG kerana bini sedang berpantang bersalin. MOTIF?? Tolonglah wahai si suami di luar sana, kawallah nafsu, banyakkan solat sunat ketika isteri berpantang. Barulah niat jahat macamni tidak wujud. Jangan dicemari institusi perkahwinan dengan perangai sedemikian rupa. Weddings are institutions to be respected. DONT TARNISHED THEM! TREND TINGGAL BERSAMA ...

Salam everyone. After my previous note, nothing change. NOTHING. My boss still want me to do 100% BD. I AM SO DEVASTATED. I mean, can they manage it? My colleague has been PAUL the octopus lately. Her hands are everywhere. Once for this task, another for this one and not even a minute, she changed to another task. She tried to cope, but she cannot. Remembering last year's incident, she actually asked me to help, though she knows i cannot. Being a good PR personnel, i couldnt resist to help (i know my boss would love this). My colleague will be away tomorrow until next Monday. here are the tasks she has while away: 1. A visit from Sabah - to know more on our management and its operations (get this, boss wants her to hand it over to our TRAINEE: READ, TRAINEE. Last year, she did the same thing and asked trainee to do it. HE FAILED.) 2. A brieifing session at hall by KL Sentral - mind you, they will ask all sorts of last minute things. It's normal. AND my boss wants my colleague t...

Hello readers. Been so long since my last entry. Masih hidup. Masih bernyawa. Tapi berkeadaan seperti zombie di kala ini lantaran another same case happened to me last year, is happening again. ENTRY in 2009, May - August: full of frustrating elements, hatreds, gerams... rasa nak bunuh orang. And then i wrote this, READ: Monday, October 12, 2009 and tonite i am ready to go to work salam. Bru nk tdo ni. Hehe. Setelah sekian lama, i actualy bersiap utk keje esok: kemaskan beg (kalo tidak,i juz grab apa yg ada dlm beg - roti last friday yg simpan dlm beg pun kdg2 ada lg ms g keje hari isnin), siapkan baju (oh. Siap iron sume. Pastikan socks ada. Tudung kasi lilin). Kenapa ye? Wht hs gotten into me? Senang je. Bile keje yg kte suke buat, biar stres, kte tetap senyum. Tp keje yg kte tk feel nk buat, even semudah mana, kte rasa mcm nk marah je masa buat. Btl tk? Senang citer,i got to do pr tasks (i hope utk selamanye coz i kesian tgk my fren handle sorg -...

Salam... How are you people? Good? Bad? I had a small family outing in Melaka last weekend. i was the person taking charge of the bookings, and coordinating things. We arrived a little bit late at A Famosa Resort. Check in time is at 4.00 pm. We were there at around 4.40pm. Very unfortunate, the room was not ready. the situation during the check in was hot and humid. the aircond was not functioning. about half an hour, we got the room. FYI, their system was down, thus, they cant locate our pre-book tix. lucky being me, i brought everything: papers, maps, slips, etc. Now, when i tried to open the door, the access card cannot help us. I had to go back to the check in area (quite a distance) and get another card. HORRIFIED of the swimming pool condition, landscape was badly maintained. I got to call their supervisor and SMS her each and everytime to make sure they clear the mess. So, that night, we went to the Cowboy Town. RM30 each for pre-booked tix. Purchase there, it's RM45. ...

Salam... I was reading Kosmo! today. And other newspapers too. It's news monitoring u ols... bukan leisure. AND... I am pissed sbb KOSMO! tidak berusaha untuk buat ralat pasal dateline peraduan hari ibu sebenarnya 11 May, dan bukan 18 May seperti yang ditulis pada form. MAKA, i ols dah hantar 7 penyertaan semalam (pagi ni sure dah sampai, sbb KL je). MALANGNYA, tadi baca KOsmo! tgk2 dah ada list pemenang!!!! Bila i ols call pagi2 takdak org jawab. Then at around 11.15am, baru ada org jawab. "maaflah cik, kami mmg terlepas pandang pasal tarikh tu. Kami pun tak buat ralat." Eh...WTF!!! PULANGKAN BALIK AKU PUNYA GAMBAR!!! So, sapa yang hantar awal, dapatlah menang... walaupun hadiah tak seberapa, tapi, sekeping RM2!!!! Bengang ni... Sapa ada kawan kat KOSMO? Aku nak dia pos balik (RM0.30 x 7 = RM2.10) gambar aku dengan cikCha... SERIUS NI! Ok, berita lain pulak: Ustazah Haram Terkejut la baca paper hari ni pasal ada sorang ustazah sekolah agama ni buat seks kat katil student...

salam semua... tak sihat ni... tapi nak upload jgk... Isnin baru ni saya ditimpa sakit cirbir... selasa saya mula sakit tekak... petanda nak demam.... rabu, masuk half day, kemudian mc... khamis masih lagi merasa penat dek demam menggigil... rasanya saya patut cuti lagi nak bagi betul2 sembuh. sebab, bila dah baik pun, masuk ke ofis yang sejuk dan share aircond dengan org lain akan buat saya makin sakit. sekian, tulisan si sakit. maka, ayat pun macam org tak sekolah. nak tido jap. tiada selera makan. bukan. bukan. saya tak mengandung.

salam semua... it's (once again) been ages, since my entry.... bukan sahaja kerana malas nak menaip... dan jugak malas nak upload gambar... malahan keadaan yang busy menyebabkan saya tidak berkesempatan la... ni pun kerana MC, i ols dapat lah menulis sebarang dua.... (cirbir bukan sakit tangan).. tapi bear with me if kejap2 i ols gi tandas... masih menerima sedikit kesan cirbir... anyway, last saturday was the finale of the "carrefour little ambassador". di alamanda putrajaya. and here's our story as a first time parents experiencing such a competition: Friday, 7th May 2010, rehearsal at 8.00 pm Kami terkocoh2 dari office and you know how bad the traffic is... we reached at exactly 8.00 pm. dah ramai dah ada kat sana... dan... even masa rehearsal pun, parents dah got excited dan suruh anak tunjuk macam2... 1. masa rehearsal, kakitangan carrefour macam taktau nak brief macamana... i mean, brief sikit2... tidak sekaligus... 2. rupanya rehearsal masa nak tunjuk anak je.....

Salam to all frens!! I have a great news to share.... ARyssa has been shortlisted as 15 finalists for the Carrefour Little Ambassador! Gosh! Never knew we will be getting this chance! Anyway, as a proud Ummi and Abah, we would like to invite you to the event at Alamanda Putrajaya (Level 1, in front of Carrefour). Program as follow: 10.00am : Arrival of guest 11.15am : Welcome speech by Carrefour Managing Director 11.30am : Baby Talent Show 1.00pm : Fashion show 1.30pm : Winner announcement 2.00pm : End Your support is greatly appreciated~! Oh, if you have any ideas of what to do during the talent show, please... please... please... let me know via email... nora@semasasentral.com.my . So, come together to have fun at Alamanda.... I'm sure my little Aryssa would love to see you there! Aida Nurni

Salam pembaca budiman... heheh... geli je start ayat macamtu. As if i have a lot of fans out there... anyway, its been so long since my last post. so long, to the extend rasa macam nak close account je... sbb dah menyampah. idea ada, tapi, masa untuk menulis, menghantar... kurang. Anyway, i ols sedang busy dengan preparation Stesen Sentral Kuala Lumpur punya Anniversary celbration. bukan buat apapun... hi tea bersama tenants, clients sahaja. Tapi, i ols dikatakan telah dilantik menjadi leader. tidak perasan pun, tapi rupanya benar. Kali ini, semua i ols liaise sendiri. dari nak beli karpet, nak mintak quotation stage dan backdrop panel, mintak sponsor potted plants, mintak quotation and liaise pasal doorgift (kali ni bagi bunga dlm pokok - go green), mintak performance dari DBKL, mintak segala menu untuk F&B, draft media release, being the emcee and do the script, EVERYTHING. Well, almost la. Invitation dan liaise dengan performer lagi satu je my colleague buat. terror tak i ols? h...

(OMG! ini adalah draft 2Apr2010. I ols publish je lah walaupun dah basi. Sbb i ols rasa i ols best. Voleeyyy??) Salam... Terpanggil untuk menulis setelah sekian lama berhenti merencanakan berita. Kesibukan di pejabat, ketiadaan kemudahan internet yang pantas di rumah dan lebih memilukan, belum mendapat blackberry (heheheh) menjadi punca hilangnya i ols dari dunia penceritaan alam siber. Tidak lupa juga disebabkan terlalu penat mendodoi anak, sehingga i ols terpaksa tidur sekali dengan dia juga menjadi penyebab untuk i ols menjeling sahaja laptop yang tidak digunakan oleh adik i ols. Awal minggu ini, kita semua terkejut dengan berita kemasukan ke ICU pelawak Din Beramboi yang seterusnya koma akibat satu virus kencing tikus. Satu Malaysia mendoakan kesejahteraannya. Satu Malaysia bersatu untuk mengembalikan semangat Din Beramboi. Berita pertengahan minggu amat mengujakan bilamana beliau akhirnya dapat berinteraksi dengan lirikan matanya. Pencapaian itu membuatkan ramai menarik nafas lega...

Salam... Maaflah. I ols semenjak dua ni menjadi lebih sensitif dengan isu ini. SANGAT. Sampaikan bila terbaca sahaja cerita lanjutan kes ini, mengalir airmata keibuan. Tidak tahulah macamana i ols nak gambarkan perasaan ini. Setiap kali itu terjadi, pastinya hati ini meronta-ronta nak balik cepat ke rumah dan bergurau dengan Aryssa (oh, lupa la... lama tak update aksi dia... later, k?) Anyway, petang tadi terima satu lagi forwarded email mengenai MAK SIAL ni. Jadi, I ols merasakan amat perlu berkongsi dengan anda semua. Biarlah ia menjadi pengajaran. Tak sangka, seorang yang mmg dari mula menjadi kegilaan lelaki akan menjadi begini. I ols berharap sangat JANTAN SIAL tu ditempatkan di penjara yang sama dengan ayah Syafia (which means, Syafia bukan anak JANTAN SIAL). Nak tahu lebih lanjut, bacalah coretan ini: Salam kepada semua warga CG. pertamanya saya minta maaf jika threat ini dibuka pada tempat yang salah dan mohon mod/admin alihkan ke tempat yang betul. Di sini saya tertarik untuk ...

Salam... I ols masih lagi meratap dan berduka dengan kehilangan adik Syafia. Kehilangannya membuatkan 1001 rahsia mula terbongkar. Sepertimana yang i ols utarakan dalam ruangan sebelum ini, jelas sekali, MAK SIAL dia mempunyai kaitan dengan penderaan itu. Semua terlibat. Datuk, Nenek, masyarakat. Malahan, kita sendiri dan KERAJAAN kita. Kenapa I ols kata KERAJAAN? Sbb mereka ada undang-undang dan mampu membuat kita mengikutnya... Sbb mereka ada kuasa dan kita biasanya akan tunduk dengan kuasa itu. Sbb mereka ada kepakaran dan kepakaran itu boleh membantu ramai umat. Sebentar tadi i ols dapat sepucuk emel dari seorang sahabat yang mengforwardkan emel seorang penulis yang agaknya menulis di blog perihal masalah sosial ini. Setelah membacanya, i ols tidak dapat menyangkal untuk bersetuju dengan tulisannya: "JANGAN SESEKALI LEPASKAN PEREMPUAN SIAL ITU!". Di sini, i ols attach sekali tulisannya yang pasti akan membuatkan perasaan anda semua membuak dengan api kemarahan: Oleh Lebah...

Salam... Pernah terfikir tak samada kita ni benar-benar berada di kawasan yang sepatutnya, atau kita berada di hutan? Pakaian tak semenggah. Campuran lelaki dan perempuan yang tiada batasan. Eksploitasi wanita. Keganasan wanita. Pembunuhan. Penderaan. and the list go on... Susah nak kita gambarkan suasana kehidupan kita skrg, dengan gejala sosial, dengan kurangnya pengetahuan penting tentang institusi kekeluargaan, tentang kasih sayang, tentang kehebatan Al-Quran itu, betapa indahnya berada di kalangan orang yang baik-baik, tentang betapa pendeknya keindahan dunia, dan sebagainya... Kita sering disogok dengan pelbagai cerita mengenai dunia artis yang melalaikan. Bukanlah i ols ni alim sangat sampai tak tahu cerita sensasi, tapi, tatkala melihatkan artis kita yang kini bebas bergaul, merokok, clubbing, bersekedudukan, mengambil video lucah sendiri dengan pasangan, i ols rasa amat tidak selamat. Tidak kurang dengan isu isteri yang masih belum diceraikan berkahwin lain, isu nafkah, isu pe...

Salam... Punyalah lama i ols tidak mengabdikan diri di hadapan PC dan melayari internet untuk memastikan u ols semua tahu perkembangan diri ini. FB? Lagi lah haru... dapat tahu pun kat Yahoo emails je... sapa yang comment pics, sapa yang update... hayo... really need that Blackberry! Sbb, nama nak ngadap laptop saja, tidak mungkin la kan... kalau ada blackberry tu, at least, kita akan update bila rasa nak aje (but i think in terms of blog updating, i would prefer the normal PC so that easier to type it out). So, yesterday, i had my appraisal session with my immediate boss. I am relieved. Firstly because i got to know that the Management has agreed for me to do both PR and BD. And the Management also did not put any percentage for me to do either BD or PR. "You may be doing 70% PR and 30% BD this week with lots of events, but you may also do 70% BD and 30% PR when you dont have event to attend to." Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Another reason to smile about is that my boss ...

Salam... Terlebih dahulu i ols nak mintak sapa2 yang baru baca tajuk tu dan takat tulisan ini, untuk terus membaca sampai habis. Nanti u ols kata i ols ni mencetuskan kontroversi pulak. Terus nak roger abg polis... No. no. no. I ols di sini bukan untuk menulis sesuatu yang boleh membuatkan masa depan i ols tercemar. Cuma nak mengingatkan kita semua yang suka menulis di ruangan siber ni, supaya anda sentiasa berwaspada. Setiap perkataan yang terhambur, setiap ayat yang tercipta pasti akan diperhatikan. Tak kiralah oleh siapa. Yang penting, mmg ada yang memerhatikan. Isu gereja, surau, masjid dibakar, dicemar benar2 membuatkan kita rasa takut. Tiada lagi rasa hormat kepada agama lain, kaum lain. Tiada lagi sepakat. Takut i ols dibuatnya. Tapi, yang paling i ols kecewa bila ada orang yang mempertikaikan penggunaan kalimah "ALLAH" dibenarkan di gereja2 dan oleh bukan Islam yang lain. Isu ini sangat sensitif, jadi cukuplah kalau i ols kata, biarlah pihak yang berwajib menjawab dan...

Salam... It's been long since my last post. Quite a journey for me to post nowadays, being a mother of one, and also being a worker at the office (the fact that you cant really upload a post with your own pictures, at the office, counts). After deliberately surveying and studying, i think that i am having the very same routine, all over again, everyday. Picture this: Wake up in the morning. Cook something for little aryssa. She wakes up. Put her in her playpan. Get ready to work. Send her to nursery. Ride to work (by car or LRT). 9.00 am: Arrive at the office. Work. Work. Work. 6.00 pm: hurrying home so that i wont be too late to play with little Aryssa before she goes to bed. Arrive home at 6.45 pm - THE EARLIEST. Thanks to Mama, she picks up Aryssa on her way home everyday. If not... better not thinking it... Cook dinner with Mama and siblings (or sometimes, i am lucky when the dishes are ready). Shower, solat, eat dinner. Watch TV while getting Aryssa to sleep. Get ready Aryssa...

Salam.... dah nak dekat 2 minggu kita tgk kehebatan pentas AJL 24. Walaupun hampir semua peserta adalah dari golongan wajah baru, namun, naskhah yang tampil bukanlah calang-calang... Semuanya hebat belaka... mungkin dah ada blogger yang menceritakan cerita-cerita menarik mengenai AJL 24. Apa kata i ols bercerita tentang lagu itu sendiri? Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersamaku Kaku aku melihatmu Lidah kelu sedangkan aku Mahu kau tahu Aku cinta padamu Benci padamu Cinta padamu Lirik ketiga yang memenangi Juara Lagu ke24... ciptaan Audi Mok. Mula-mula i ols mendengarkan lagu ni, rasa macam nak pecah dan nak marah sbb penggunaan perkataan BENCHINTA. Boleh rosak tatabahasa budak sekrang ni yang mmg dah terpengaruh dengan bahasa SMS. Tapi, lama kelamaan, bila mengulit semula bait2 kata, i ols rasa ini mmg suatu tragedi yang banyak berlaku di kalangan pasangan kini. Yelah, sayang, tapi menyampah. nak tinggal, tapi terkedek2 kembali ke pangkuan... ditambah dengan energy FT yang walaupun sakit pad...

Salam... hari ni terbaca harian metro. ntah apa nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang ni. muka depan tertulis kisah lelaki teraniaya dan malu selepas 'tunang'nya rupanya isteri orang. lebih best, kononnya, majlis pertunangan hari tu hanya diterima oleh mak sedara si perempuan sahaja dan dibuat di sebuah masjid. tak logik di akal la... kesian bila memikirkan bagaimana rombongan yang hadir di masjid untuk akad nikah dan kemudian ke rumah bakal 'pengantin' - pengantin perempuan hanya memakai tshirt dan kain batik dan familinya pun tiada!! aduh. mak ayah pengantin perempuan dikatakan dah keluar awal dari rumah bila si anak bagitau ada org nak datang menikah... kesimpulan yang i ols dapat: maybe mmg perempuan ni dah kawin, tapi dah bercerai dan tidak memaklumkan sesiapa. kecuali mak sedara dia. dan mungkin, dia masih isteri org kerana dia tak buat apa2 prosedur perceraian langsung. yang paling best lagi: polis kita ni. haduih... maaf, i ols tau, ada lagi ramai polis yang baik. ni j...

For a bubly daughter who seems to like her Abah more than me, I am happy For the country I live in, eventhough lots of unusual incidents happen, I am happy For the collagues and friends that I laugh and cry with, I am happy For the job that is now back on track, I am happy For the families that have always been supportive, I am happy For the luxury, though not much, that i have, I am happy For the love that I share with Naza, I am happy But how come i need more?

"Okay murid-murid. Memandangkan hari ini hari pertama persekolahan kita setelah lama bercuti, cikgu nak kamu semua membuat sebuah karangan (cliche)," kata Cikgu Adibah, guru Bahasa Melayu tahun 5, Sekolah Kebangsaan ****. Seketika matanya meliar melihat keadaan anak muridnya yang nyata masih dalam mood cuti. Terlepek sahaja, tak bermaya. Dibetulkan kacamata rabun jauh yang sekian lama digunakan. "Bila nak hantar cikgu?" tanya Gunaseran, murid lelaki berbangsa India yang boleh tahan fasih berbahasa Melayu. "Dua puluh minit dari sekarang. kemudian, ketua kelas tolong kutip buku-buku dan hantar ke bilik guru." Dan Cikgu Adibah berlalu pergi. Dia sudah tidak sabar untuk memilih kain pasang yang dibawa balik Cikgu Siti, berasal dari Kelantan. "Apa yang aku nak tulis ni?," Aryssa mengumam seorang. Yang pasti, musim cuti baru ni, beliau hanya bercuti di Port Dickson. "Hm... bolehlah..." dan tangan montoknya terus mencapai pensil dan mula menu...

Salam... 1st jan 2010 has finally gone. i have to wait for another 1 year to celebrate my bitchday eh, birthday again. Which make me a bit sad to say bye-bye to my big day. How was this year's celebration? Well, thanks to my officemates, they made my birthday livelier this year. hehehe... i got muffins. the eve of the day, i watched and ohhed-ahhed the colorful fireworks with some frens. where? it's a sacred, oopss, secret place i cant reveal. Thanks to Abah, you brought in the cake and they sang for me. It's new york cheese. Also can la. READ my WISHLIST. The morning of the day, woke up a bit early with Aryssa's morning drama. Laughing. Talking. And the day went great. I baked a bread and butter pudding since my Vouchers are coming. WE HAD LUNCH AT TGI. Why are these CAPS? Becos this is my first time. Oh great... they sang for you to. And they made you use a ketchup bottle as a mic to give a speech. And they said you are one year older... darn... And there's a choc...